transation tym!!

hye~~
its been a harsh day for me evr since im back to work again..da environment is nuthg da same n da pressure is never felt dis heat!! heehee..its nt dat im nt enjoyg evrythg dat i do bt its most of da tym i js dont know hw i shud enjoy my day wif fullfillg da important duty..plus im in da middle of a transation..transation of my lyf..sumthg a must n will be remember until internity evendoh its tyrd`g me all da way..huhu..
im getting "bertunang" da coming2 month..huh!! wat a tym..wat a responsiblity need n nt to do in this tym..i never feels unprepare for sumthg bt this is sumthg way out of my reach..sumthg way beyond my instict can handle..i feels da pressure bt i want this momment of truth happens..da faster da better since its draing all my muscular energy n waiting is nt da best thg happens esp when u want it damn much!!
heheheahahahahaha..
kmk mk bertunang!! n its better be fast sbb xtahan mk nahan dub dab dub gedebuk hati tk!! im fully ready bt never felt one since dis is da very big momment in my lyf..hahaha..
theres sumthg to concern..there lots to think..my future fiance alwys askd y must i fright till death when evrythg is in my total control..shes sum1 in my lyf..im glad dat shes da one for me..im happi for evry deed she done for me..evendoh we quarel alots bt dats wat makes i love her..dats wat make shes so different frm bunch of girl dat i know..shes my reflect in da other side of da mirror..
after this ill get aditional parent to take care..heehee..1 parent is lots of tym wasting wat bout 2??yeayyy!! preffer wasting my tym for taking gudcare of my parents than loafg around..
gt double size of brotherhood..kuikuikuii..nice!!
independence frm all typ of help..dats wat gv me a frightng note..hehee..

im who im!! i learn frm wat i through!! n im sum1 who cn being a good leader..i guess..hahahaha..angkat jk bakul ripp~~angkat tgi2!!
hehee..merepek jk aku..wat i need to inform is im waiting for this truth to happens!! n im urs all by urself to handle wif care since im to fragile bt i think ur love ll do all da magic touch to me n both of us in da future..indeed im waiting for this!!
THANKS!! n i mean it..im so in love ryt nw..
bt still im fright all my nerves..